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If you're just feeling nice!
Trying to raise funds for books and other fancy college stuff!  Everything helps <3
VYRRE Uncommon Bundle
VYRRE Rare Bundle
VYRRE Very Rare Bundle
VYRRE Legendary Bundle
VYRRE Mutation!
SINGLE MUTATION for your Vyrre or MYO

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Hunter "Xanth" E. C.
x-Xanthia-Beats-x | xHunterBeatsx
Genderfluid | INFP/INTJ | Taurus | Pessimist
Polyamorous | Asexual
I am also on (xHunterBeatsx) :: | tumblr | Instagram
Wot by x-Xanthia-Beats-x


Loving someone means putting them first.
Their love.
Their happiness.
Their pain, or lack thereof.
Never your own.
Until they love you back.
Then, you share that priority.
That love.
That happiness.
That pain, and the lack thereof.
It's not just his, it's not just hers, it's not just yours or mine or any one person's.
It's ours.
And once you turn I into we,
Then you unlock the key to true bliss.
And then the yin-yang concept comes to pass and the duo or trio cycles around.
And everyone makes everyone happy.

Don't be selfish.
By putting aside your own sadness and filling the cracks in another's heart,
Your cracks will soon be mended as well.


I have a deep fear that all we'll be doing
is Playing into each others' Hands
each one dragging the other into the deep Abyss


I just want to be happy for more than a moment.

What makes you happy?

The thought of holding someone's heart in my hands
and them holding mine in theirs
and being able to lightly and gently and softly kiss it
without having to take a bite.




Feeling used
But I'm
Still missing you
And I can't
See the end of this
Just wanna feel your kiss
Against my lips
And now all this time
Is passing by
But I still can't seem to tell you why
It hurts me every time I see you
Realize how much I need you

I hate you, I love you,
I hate that I love you
Don't want to but I can't put nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you,
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her

I miss you when I can't sleep
Or right after coffee
Or right when I can't eat
I miss you in my front seat
Still got sand in my sweaters
From nights we don't remember
Do you miss me like I miss you?
Fucked around and got attached to you
Friends can break your heart too,
And I'm always tired but never of you
If I pulled a you on you, you wouldn't like that shit
I put this reel out, but you wouldn't bite that shit
I type a text but then I never mind that shit
I got these feelings but you never mind that shit
Oh oh, keep it on the low
You're still in love with me but your friends don't know
If you wanted me you would just say so
And if I were you, I would never let me go

I don't mean no harm
I just miss you on my arm
Wedding bells were just alarms
Caution tape around my heart
You ever wonder what we could have been?
You said you wouldn't and you fucking did
Lie to me, lie with me, get your fucking fix
Now all my drinks and all my feelings are all fucking mixed
Always missing people that I shouldn't be missing
Sometimes you gotta burn some bridges just to create some distance
I know that I control my thoughts and I should stop reminiscing
But I learned from my dad that it's good to have feelings
When love and trust are gone
I guess this is moving on
Everyone I do right does me wrong
So every lonely night I sing this song

I hate you, I love you,
I hate that I love you
Don't want to but I can't put nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you,
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her

All alone I watch you watch her
Like she's the only girl you've ever seen
You don't care you never did
You don't give a damn about me
Yeah all alone I watch you watch her
She is the only thing you ever see
How is it you never notice
That you are slowly killing me

I hate you, I love you,
I hate that I love you
Don't want to but I can't put nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her


kitty kitties



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Art has been and will continue to be slow as we've been using this weekend to catch up on mowing our 4 acre lawn, and I'll be doing bits and pieces potentially all the rest of the week while Gran is at work.

Keep in mind we only have push mowers and its like 90 frickin degrees down here so, it's hard QuQ""
Okay but raffles are good yes

Mythic Lockette MYO raffle, not mine ofc :"))…
Since when is genuinely being insecure and feeling like you can't speak your mind being passive aggressive
Like lol okay thanks I didn't know other people could know how I felt better than I do (:
I keep getting logged out of the app while I'm using it ???
Our power is out and my phone is at 20% :")

How much would you price these pipe-cleaner things at? (pics will be linked in comments) 

5 deviants said Less than 10$
5 deviants said 20-30$
5 deviants said 30-40$
3 deviants said 10-20$
3 deviants said 40-50$
No deviants said More than 50$




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Miki-Sakura Featured By Owner Edited 6 days ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hey! I wanted to let you know taht I am no longer doing the Dextroluma School of Health! Thank you for your interest though! <3
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Shincomics Featured By Owner Jul 1, 2017  New Deviant
Thank you so much for the watch! (Sorry for my late reply...) Steven Quartz Universe Emote 2 
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thanks for adding my photo to your collection man! :wave: It's very appreciated
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Thank you for the fav! :D
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Thanks for the F:+fav:ve
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